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Hi Everyone,
My name is Bren and I am new to the group.
I lost my daughter to CPS several months back and I am going through Hell on Earth. My husband passed away unexpectedly on January 15, 2009. I had to nearly throw a fit for her to be allowed to be with us during this tragic time. My caseworker is acknowledging that I am on the right path to be re-united soon. My daughter Ali is 11 years old.
I never abused my child. Anything I did that was wrong, she was not aware of (until CPS told her). I am bi-polar/manic depressive. My husband and I separated and I got mixed up with the wrong people looking for somekind of comfort. I am not condoning my actions, I am just explaining them.
Making a long story short, I have changed my ways and am looking for all the help and resources I can to STAY ON THE ROAD and find ways to better myself so I can make Ali's life rich and meaningful. I have renewed my faith in the Lord. My husband's death was/is VERY hard on me along with all the other guild, shame, remorse, etc... My Husband was an alcoholic. I was abusing cocaine. I had been clean for over 12 years when I had this relapse.
So, I am carefully examining my life and re-evaluating my priorities.
Thanks for listening.
Bren
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